Monday, August 3, 2009, 12:14 AM
My little sweetie smiling and shouting...
Cool girl hor =)
Labels: Baby Alyssa
Sunday, August 2, 2009, 11:52 PM
Again, so long bo blog liao.. =) really tired... work stress made me no mood everyday, but still have to force myself to smile to all customers. Now that we've shifted to United Square, it means going home journey will be longer than before..
By the time I reach home, my baby girl will be sleeping already.. Last nite, I looked at her in her bed, I can't help my tears from falling.. Asking myself, how much time did i spend with her throughout her growing stage of 10 months plus.. How much fun time I missed enjoying with her? How come she is closer to her daddy? All this "how" came into the picture when I decided to start my own biz in Jan 09... I've only spent 3 months of full-day time with her during my maternity leave. I keep blaming myself, why would I make such a decision to start my own biz? Why dun I find a proper office job and work 9-5 and accompany my baby after work? It's all too late to turn back now... It might be stressful to take care of a baby also, but I'm sure the process is much more enjoyable than striving hard for money.
Realistic is always cruel... we need to strive hard to earn more for our baby, our new flat which is ready in 3 yrs time.. I really hope that my hubby will work hard with me and we can save more in 3 yrs time.. Since staying at home to take care of my baby myself is not possible in our situation, I really have to adjust my timing of work and accompany my baby more..
Really tired liao, need to go sleep le, see when free then blog again.. Hope by then i can manage my time better than now...
By the time I reach home, my baby girl will be sleeping already.. Last nite, I looked at her in her bed, I can't help my tears from falling.. Asking myself, how much time did i spend with her throughout her growing stage of 10 months plus.. How much fun time I missed enjoying with her? How come she is closer to her daddy? All this "how" came into the picture when I decided to start my own biz in Jan 09... I've only spent 3 months of full-day time with her during my maternity leave. I keep blaming myself, why would I make such a decision to start my own biz? Why dun I find a proper office job and work 9-5 and accompany my baby after work? It's all too late to turn back now... It might be stressful to take care of a baby also, but I'm sure the process is much more enjoyable than striving hard for money.
Realistic is always cruel... we need to strive hard to earn more for our baby, our new flat which is ready in 3 yrs time.. I really hope that my hubby will work hard with me and we can save more in 3 yrs time.. Since staying at home to take care of my baby myself is not possible in our situation, I really have to adjust my timing of work and accompany my baby more..
Really tired liao, need to go sleep le, see when free then blog again.. Hope by then i can manage my time better than now...
Labels: ~Own thoughts~
